Posts Tagged ‘rob’

Ugh.

I’ve returned to school to work for the entire the summer which could have been a really good decision or an absolutely terrible one. There’s no where to really do anything which sucks but because of that there isn’t anywhere to spend money so I can stock cash money before I blow it all on [...]

done.

I deserve someone who doesn’t make me feel like crap on a regular basis and pretend not to notice. 
I also deserve someone who isn’t all weird when we’re around his friends because he doesn’t want them to find out he’s gay. 
Rob sucks. It’s over.
At the moment, I don’t even want to look at him much [...]

Updates.

1. I’m alive. Yay!
2. I finally got some balls and told Rob that I like him. Then we hooked up.  :-)
3. I guess that’s good right?
4. 5 more weeks of school are left but its still SNOWING. WTF?
6. I’ve yet to find a fucking summer job. 
7. I really don’t want to work retail. Want to [...]

I think I’m done beating around the bush with Rob. In my mind I’ve rehearsed a  lose set of lines to tell Rob that I like him in that way. After I tell him he can do as he pleases but I just need to say it so I can think of other things, like [...]

Last night I drowned my boredom from the day and frustrations with Rob in alcohol and managed to have a decent night. Antonio and I headed out to a party that was promptly broken up by security so we moved on. With my inhibitions lowered I decided to visit Rob and bring Antonio along. He’d barricaded himself in his [...]

I couldn’t have asked for a better day. The sun was shining, the grass was somewhat green and I didn’t need to put on 3 layers before I stepped out of my dorm. I bummed around for the day, only showing up to one class, giving myself a well deserved break from my nervous art history [...]

Rob

When I see Rob I’m genuinely happy. Not quite giddy like a school boy whose crush just blinked in their direction - but still happy. I don’t know why. He’s really nothing special. In fact, given his track record over that past couple of days I shouldn’t even like him. But there’s something there. The fact that [...]