Posts Tagged ‘life’

Including those that aren’t thought to be actual relationships.
Talking to someone
Seeing someone
Hooking up with someone
Friends With Benefits
Fuck Buddies
Partners
Best Friends With Benefits (quite rare, but I’ve seen it)
Going Steady
Married
Dating
Casual Dating
Lovers
Hanging out with someone
Although the meaning is implied in the title of a relationship I still barely know what the fuck half of these mean.

Ugh.

I’ve returned to school to work for the entire the summer which could have been a really good decision or an absolutely terrible one. There’s no where to really do anything which sucks but because of that there isn’t anywhere to spend money so I can stock cash money before I blow it all on [...]

old text messages:
Antonio: I think I just reached super consciousness. 
Beth: Great! We’re official but don’t tell anyone. 
Cammie: Clarification: I’ll be in from 10 to 11 thirty hoping to drink enough to make the party tolerable.
Antonio: My balls ache.
Red: Where is my baby?
Rob: Back burner, desperately trying to get work done 
Ed: Yes I like gin…even if it [...]

done.

I deserve someone who doesn’t make me feel like crap on a regular basis and pretend not to notice. 
I also deserve someone who isn’t all weird when we’re around his friends because he doesn’t want them to find out he’s gay. 
Rob sucks. It’s over.
At the moment, I don’t even want to look at him much [...]

 

I’ve always valued being logical over emotional. Partially because I’ve been genetically hardwired to be that way and partially because its easier to sort things out rationally rather then get upset, throw a fit or cry.
But I’m sitting here in the library.My stomach is in knots. My heart is racing. If I really wanted to [...]

The weather has taken a turn for the BETTER for once. I’ve been spending all of my free time basking in the sun (not that I need to get any darker) but I promise I’ll be around these parts super soon, since the weather will undoubtedly take a turn for the crappy sooner or later. 

Updates.

1. I’m alive. Yay!
2. I finally got some balls and told Rob that I like him. Then we hooked up.  :-)
3. I guess that’s good right?
4. 5 more weeks of school are left but its still SNOWING. WTF?
6. I’ve yet to find a fucking summer job. 
7. I really don’t want to work retail. Want to [...]

worst. luck. ever.

What kind of fuckery?!?  
This morning I woke up bright and early to do some errands before I left to head back to school. Somewhere between an ATM visit, picking up Bagels and buying deodorant I put down/dropped/ something else crappy happened and now my cell phone is no where to be found.  
Just when I [...]

Sometimes I think that one day I’d like to have a kid or two. 
And then I babysit The Brat. 
More later. 
Honestly, I’m entirely too lazy to write about him/ will probably get annoyed and send an angry email to his parents about his misbehavior out of frustration. So this post isn’t going to happen.

I think I’m done beating around the bush with Rob. In my mind I’ve rehearsed a  lose set of lines to tell Rob that I like him in that way. After I tell him he can do as he pleases but I just need to say it so I can think of other things, like [...]